READ THIS!!
this is not the song lyrics, but a touching story.
a girl once love a guy from a distance..
she's a loner..
she always watch him from afar..
though she may never be with him as often as she would want to,
that didn't stop her from loving him so much..

on the contrary,the guy often notice the girl staring at him,
her way of looking at him made him feel so annoying,
he cant explain why he's very much affected by the way she stares,
he cant deny the fact that the girl is beautiful..

one day,the girl went with her mom on the doctor,
hopes and dreams faded away as the doctor gave the result of her test..
she have a cancer and she only have a month to live..
tears stream down her face,
but as she cries,
a face gave her strength to live her short life worth dying for,
then she made a decision..

the girl finally made her way through the guy she loves..
but the guy drove her away,
said that eversince,
she's annoying him.
but the girl kept on trying and trying until the guy accepted her...

they became friends..best friends to be exact in a short time...
that was the happiest moment of her life,
until..
the guy suddenly proposed her love for the girl,
the girl cried,
tears of joy and sadness,
the guy she loves finally learned to love her back..
and at the same time,she knew that,
that love wont last,
she'll be leaving soon..
and she felt already that her life will come to an end,
she said to the guy,
"if you really love me,
tomorrow,you will not text me,call me,and you will never come to see me,okay..?
just tomorrow..
this is a test..
if your love is true,you will follow my instructions okay..?
i will wait for you in the beach near our house after 24 hours of my test.."
the girl walked away,the tears that she'd been hiding fell down..
she whispered..
"tomorrow,i may leave with lots of memories of you,
your smile,your face,your laughter,and most of all your love..
i can follow my fate happily now..
i love so you much...i'll miss you.."

the guy followed the instructions that the girl gave her..
while sleeping before the end of the 24 hour test,
he dreamed of her,the girl he love,
wearing an angel dress waving at him,
she came near him,and hand him 3 white roses,
she said."want you to know that i love you,
you may find me as an annoying person then,
the way i stare at you,
but i dont have the courage to say how much i love you,
i love you so much..
please always remember that i will still watch you from afar even though you cant see me now,
just please smile for me..
your smile is my strength and your tears are my weakness..
so please smile always..love you..,"
the girl stretched her arms as wide as she can,then..
"i love you this much..!"
a light then shined and he woke up,
he noticed tears on his eyes steaming down his face,
he fixed himself then run as fast he could on the beach,
bringing the engagement ring for her..
he was surprised by what he saw,
a burial,
and there are no people aside from him..
he came near the coffin,
tears again run down his face,
he found a letter on the top of the girl he loves' coffin,
it says the same as the girl said in his dreams..
with a note that says,
"congratulations,
you pass my test..
now take care of my heart,
i left it for you to hold..
love you this much..(a drawing of angel stretching her arms..)
now will you smile..?"

♥ 3:38 AM

for everyone's information,
im posting on 20 Feb. take note <;
HELLO! i like never post for how many days?!
last post was on 29 jan, ohmygoodness!
in actual fact, i was planning on closing this blog.
cause im not those who update everytime,
and blog do help for some,
but im not in that catergories.
there isnt anything fun for me to update,
and when there is, i didnt use com.
stupid right? asshole.
well, today was a great fine day.
viy in the morning do cheer peoples up,
and today's lesson was fun.
followed by e.math which we are having test,
its somehow easy to me,
but scare cant do well uh, sian.
recess, i forgot what i did for recess!
then its english which we are having test again,
its a short paper, summary abit harder.
last but not least, chinese,
talking on newspaper thing, like discussion?
after sch went to hub awhile,
and homed at 2.12pm, early right? ^^
well, brushing up on my english,
im kind of ok with english,
but infront of many people, my english sucks.
its like infront of many people,
my pronunciation was lousy like hell!
aiyo, dont really know how to express it out.
kay, shall be going off now, bye!

♥ 2:39 AM